I spent all day Wednesday playing in the snow with Robby. Thursday was
spent at Chuck E. Cheese keeping track of two kids while trying to
temper my gambling compulsion. When I checked my limb on Thursday night I
noted a little discoloration but nothing of serious concern. I
attributed the color change to mild bruising which happens occasionally
when I am adjusting to a new socket.
Friday morning I awoke to
discover that the sheets were covered in blood. In the middle of the
night my leg began to bleed, became swollen, and had mutated into a
painful purple beast. After quelling my panic, I snapped a picture of my
limb and sent it to my prosthetist. He wrote back within minutes
insisting that I come to the office as soon as I dropped off Robby at
school.
Wearing my leg was painful but not unbearable as I
slowly prepared Robby for school. By the time I reached my prosthetist's
office the pain had intensified, and I couldn't wait to remove the leg.
A pool of blood tinged liquid had accumulated in the bottom of my liner
during the brief time I had worn my leg, solidifying my gut feeling
that I was in for a long and legless weekend!
It only took a few seconds for me to receive the diagnosis of Verrucous
Hyperplasia which I have since learned to be a nasty and potentially
dangerous skin condition for amputees. In layman's terms, my limb was
becoming stuck within the socket keeping the distal end from reaching
the bottom. Because of the lack of contact, my limb was swelling within
my socket, cutting off circulation to the lower portion of my leg. It is
as if a tourniquet had been tightly tied around the middle of my limb
cutting off blood flow to the entire lower region.
The black
spots that were starting to develop were indications that the tissue was
in the process of dying. Hearing those words terrified me! I was
strongly urged to avoid wearing my prosthesis or any shrinkers or liners
until the tissue returned to normal. If the situation worsened, I was
to call my doctor and go to the hospital.
While I was not pleased
to be without my leg for the weekend, the fear of causing further and
possibly permanent damage was enough to convince me to follow medical
advice. I may push the envelop at times, but I never mess around with
the health of my residual limb! I called Scott and resigned myself to a
weekend of legless misery.
After keeping my leg off all day
Friday, I began to feel tingling in the bottom of my limb early Saturday
morning. Although the constant pins and needles became grating, they
also served as a reminder of circulation being restored. Over the
weekend the deep purple slowly started to lighten and the red areas
became less inflamed and less sensitive. I am optimistic that the issue
was caught early, thwarting permanent damage.
While I'm thankful that I am recovering, I can't help but still feel both frustrated and angry. I had been so active, feeling no pain and enjoying life.
In an instant I was contending with a potentially serious limb issue and
my activities were curtailed. Welcome to the reality of life as an
amputee. I can be fine one day only to be sidelined by a prosthetic or
limb issue the next! I realize that it is not productive, but I must point out the obvious: this really isn't fair!
oh goodness, I had this last year, but wasn't given this diagnosis, to be honest not even given 'a' diagnosis at all, just told to stop wearing the prosthesis. I also had strange blisters along the scar line and it took over a month to heal, I then had to wait for a new socket to be made and was nearly three months out of my leg.
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