A few days ago it was pouring down rain and I was miserable.  My roof  was leaking (again) and the phantom pain in my leg was overwhelming.  I  begrudgingly accepted the fact that I was relegated to the couch  watching Tom and Jerry reruns with Robby all afternoon.  According to  Robby, and I hate to admit that he might have been correct, I had a bad  case of the grumpies.
Yesterday morning I woke up feeling happy, refreshed, and pain free.  My  leg felt fantastic and my gait returned to normal.  The sun was shining,  the sky was blue, and the thermometer was pushing 70 degrees.  What a  difference 24 hours, and the change in the weather, can make on my mood  and pain level!
Robby and I took full advantage of the unseasonably springlike weather  and stayed outside all afternoon soaking up every moment.  We played a  rousing game of laser tag (he won) and had boat races in the stream (he  cheated).  After "falling" into the stream on two separate occasions, I  insisted that he change into dry clothes. 
Putting on dry pants and swapping his soggy cowboy boots for his  green froggy boots (in retrospect we should have done the boot swap  before we went to the stream, not after) he grabbed a cookie and headed  back outside.   Robby hopped in his new battery powered yellow  convertible car and took off.   I climbed onto my bike, took a deep  breath, and pedaled after him.  I was petrified about falling, but I knew  I wouldn't be able to keep up with him on foot.
Before I knew it we were traversing  the neighborhood.  Robby was  having a blast driving up and down the quiet streets, waving to the  neighbors and their dogs.   To my surprise, I began to relax.  I was  having fun and talking with Robby and was no longer constantly worried  about falling.  The nearly paralyzing fear of riding my bike outside  lifted.  I felt like any other person riding a bike; it was a liberating  moment.
Robby and I finished our adventure as Scott came home  from work.  Apparently  my little driver was tuckered out because he  actually asked to go to bed early.  I'm hoping that he slept well  because we have a big day today.  I am going into his class to make  green eggs and ham with his classmates in honor of Dr. Seuss's  birthday.  After school, if it doesn't rain, I predict another bike ride  in my future.  After all, I'm no longer scared!
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