I am up early this morning, readying to embark on a new professional adventure. The past few weeks have been a whirlwind as this opportunity seemed to fall together perfectly. Although I wasn't looking to return to my roots, this morning I will begin working again as an Orientation and Mobility Instructor in the schools.
Two Mondays ago, after seeing Scott off for what was sure to be another miserable day, I settled onto the couch with my email and a fresh cup of coffee. I noticed an email with the subject "Orientation and Mobility" and hovered my finger over the delete button. The nod to my first professional love took over and I eventually opened what I was sure was spam.
It turns out the email was from a recruiter who had been contracted to locate an Orientation and Mobility instructor for a local area. I replied, confirming that I am indeed an Orientation and Mobility instructor and I would love to hear more about the job. I wasn't terribly hopeful because I knew that my requirement of not starting until after Timmy begins his school day would be a nonstarter for most, but I figured it was worth a conversation.
I was gobsmacked when I learned that the employer was flexible with the hours, offering me a position that allows me to be home for Timmy in the morning and when he gets off of school. Honestly, the hours could not be more perfect! I am so grateful because I recognize most employers would not accommodate a 3/4 employee.
So, after a nearly 2 decade hiatus of working full time in the schools, this morning I am going back.
Yes, I am feeling overwhelmed, scared, excited and just about every other emotion imaginable. It has been a really long time since I've walked into a professional setting knowing nobody. I feel overwhelmed with a lonely anxiety as I am getting ready this morning, nervous about spending the day with complete strangers. I've been hiding behind the keyboard for so long I am concerned I've forgotten how to be with people in real life.
Wish me luck and please send me good thoughts today and throughout the week as we all adjust to this new adventure.
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