I am finding it difficult to resume 'life as normal' since Scott's latest cardiac event. I am grateful that he is well, but terrified by the 'what ifs.' I know that I need to get my head back into the game because our life as a cardiac family is not going to change. I need to learn to live with the fears, but right now I am finding comfort elusive. Much like it did over the summer, I'm sure my fear will soften with time.
Despite my anxiety, I'm happy that school is back in session. I've missed my students, and immersing myself into their realities helps me escape my own. I have been able to forge a unique and special relationship with each of my students. I'm so fortunate because I love going to work each day. My body is tired, but I love the job.
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