I
have always hated Labor Day. As a child, I couldn't comprehend why
people would celebrate the end of summer. Heralding the end of the warm
days filled with playing and swimming, knowing that they would soon be
filled with sitting behind a desk and homework, felt unnatural. Upon
graduating and becoming a teacher, the anti-Labor Day sentiments
remained.
This is perhaps the first year I am not
filled with remorse and dread when we flipped the calendar page to
September. This year I have anxiously been awaiting Labor Day. The
holiday has become my symbol, my beacon of hope through the past few
months. Labor Day symbolically marked the end of my Surgical Summer, and
the beginning of a new chapter which I intend to fill with happy
memories.
Today is Labor Day and, although I am still
feeling the discomfort from my last surgery, I feel victorious. During
the past few months I have been through hell, but we are now seeing the
light on the other side. I am hopeful that my health obstacles are
behind us and that I can concentrate on being a great Mom, wife, friend
and employee.
Robby starts school tomorrow, but this
year I am not shedding tears. He is excited to return to the classroom,
and his enthusiasm is contagious. I am so glad that he loves his school
and teachers. The fact that his very best friend is going to be in his
class this year is a much appreciated added bonus! I'm sure I'll miss
him during the day, but between work and taking care of Timmy I have no
doubt that the hours will fly by.
Timmy has never
really known his Mom to be healthy, and I am looking forward to an
Autumn full of adventures and experiences. The Surgical Summer is behind
us. Today I am celebrating the beginning of our Awesome Autumn and the
fact that my doctors now consider me to be CANCER FREE!
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