Admittedly I am fortunate when it comes to experiencing phantom
pain. Compared to some of my friends who suffer debilitating and lengthy
episodes, my bouts tend to be both fleeting and few. Until this past week I
have only experienced phantom pain when the weather is changing (storms
approaching) or when I am in the middle of a socket adjustment. Now I can add a
new culprit to the mix: antihistamines and/or bug toxins. Unfortunately, there is little more I can do to negate either offender.
If my phantom pain reactions are caused by the bug toxin(s), all I can
do is wait for them to be cleansed from my body. I wouldn't be surprised
if the bug venom was responsible. The angry reaction which has
manifested from each bite certainly indicates that my body has a strong
response to the bug toxin. I suppose that the toxins also triggering
phantom pain episodes is entirely plausible.
I have been taking an antihistamine (in the form of Benadryl)
since the bed bugs decided to use me as an all-you-can-bite-buffet. I don't
like taking the pills, but life without them becomes unbearable with itchy,
burning pain. I have come to accept that groggy is better than itchy, so I have
been relying upon the maximum dose for the past week. Thankfully my body has
somewhat adjusted to the side effects, and I no longer feel like I am operating
in a haze.
Even though the side effects of the Benadryl have somewhat
normalized, I've noticed that my leg has become increasingly angrier as the
week has progressed. At first I attributed the pain to the bites all over my
limb. After all, donning a liner and carbon fiber socket over tender and
inflamed blisters is not a pleasant experience. As the bites have begun to
heal, I have noticed that my leg pain has instead begun to increase.
Between twitching in my
socket, an aching phantom ankle and toes that feel like they are being twisted
with pliers, I have been wrung through the phantom pain circuit. I am woken at
night with my leg in kicking spasms. I
have been experiencing electrical shocks so strong that they force me to stop
me in my tracks. In short, I am miserable!
Because the phantom episodes are increasing, I am beginning to wonder if the phantom pain has been tripped by
the antihistamine. Hopefully I'll be able to taper off the
Benadryl this week and, assuming my theory is correct, my phantom pain will
become another unpleasant memory from the bed bug experience.
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