Exhausted

 It's been an exhausting week as we settle into an entirely new routine. I knew that I would be tired coming home from work, but I did not anticipate the body aches that accompany this type of job. Squatting, getting on the floor and constant stair walking are not my favorite physical activities, yet they are all required heavily in my new job.

My students are all unique, entertaining and challenging. With ages ranging from preschool to high school, I get to be with kiddos from all ages. Although I've only worked with them once or twice so far, I am looking forward to our adventures this year. I really think I can make an impact, which I remind myself each evening when I'm hobbling around in pain. 

Physically I can do this job and eventually I won't be as sore. But these first few days have leveled me. Each night I've been grateful for my deep soaking tub. It is amazing how my muscles relax when they are encased in hot water. 

Timmy has done an amazing job by himself during the afternoons. He has been preparing his own lunch and making sure that he returns to class on time. I think he is enjoying the newfound freedom and responsibility because he certainly does not seem to miss me. 

Wrap Up

 Yesterday was a bit of a whirlwind as I met new students, staff and coworkers. Despite feeling out of sorts because I was in new places surrounded by new people, I quickly fell back into my O&M shoes. Situations and people may change, but the students remain unchanged. Each kiddo will present unique challenges and I think we are going to have a great year together. 

I had a great day with the kids, but my leg was achy but the time I got home. I can't remember the last time I couldn't wait to pop off my prosthesis and sit on the couch for awhile. It wasn't pain but my limb was just sore and tired. Thankfully a long bath helped ease the aches away. This will also probably be part of my routine for the foreseeable future. 

While I was working, Timmy was logged into school and barely noticed my absence. Not only did he not miss me, but he is relishing the newfound responsibility and independence. It seems that we are all ready for this new phase in our family.  

Back To School

 I am up early this morning, readying to embark on a new professional adventure.  The past few weeks have been a whirlwind as this opportunity seemed to fall together perfectly. Although I wasn't looking to return to my roots, this morning I will begin working again as an Orientation and Mobility Instructor in the schools.

Two Mondays ago, after seeing Scott off for what was sure to be another miserable day, I settled onto the couch with my email and a fresh cup of coffee. I noticed an email with the subject "Orientation and Mobility" and hovered my finger over the delete button. The nod to my first professional love took over and I eventually opened what I was sure was spam.

It turns out the email was from a recruiter who had been contracted to locate an Orientation and Mobility instructor for a local area. I replied, confirming that I am indeed an Orientation and Mobility instructor and I would love to hear more about the job. I wasn't terribly hopeful because I knew that my requirement of not starting until after Timmy begins his school day would be a nonstarter for most, but I figured it was worth a conversation. 

I was gobsmacked when I learned that the employer was flexible with the hours, offering me a position that allows me to be home for Timmy in the morning and when he gets off of school. Honestly, the hours could not be more perfect!  I am so grateful because I recognize most employers would not accommodate a 3/4 employee. 

So, after a nearly 2 decade hiatus of working full time in the schools, this morning I am going back.

Yes, I am feeling overwhelmed, scared, excited and just about every other emotion imaginable. It has been a really long time since I've walked into a professional setting knowing nobody. I feel overwhelmed with a lonely anxiety as I am getting ready this morning, nervous about spending the day with complete strangers. I've been hiding behind the keyboard for so long I am concerned I've forgotten how to be with people in real life. 

Wish me luck and please send me good thoughts today and throughout the week as we all adjust to this new adventure.