This morning has all the hallmarks of being nothing less than chaotic. 
Scott and Robby are leaving for Ohio in a few hours. Despite my casual 
suggestions and reminders, some might call it nagging, they are not yet 
packed. 
It is going to be difficult seeing Scott drive away 
today, but I know that they will both have fun with Grandma. Scott has 
not visited his Mom without me in tow in nearly eight years, and this is
 Robby's first Mommy-less visit. To be honest, I think that everybody is
 looking forward to visiting in my absence. I have no doubt that Grandma
 will relish the alone time with her son and grandson.  
While 
Scott and Robby are in Ohio, I'll be heading to the Amputee Coalition 
conference in Orlando. I leave tomorrow morning which means I will be 
alone in the house for the day. Preparing for this trip, I realized that
 I have not slept alone in this house since Robby was born. I've become 
accustomed to the quiet of the house during the day, but I suspect that 
the solitude at night will feel uncomfortable.
Although I'll miss
 my boys, my schedule will keep my lamenting to a minimum. Today I need 
to get my hair cut and colored. Last week I looked in the mirror and 
realized that I am sporting more grey than brown. I'm not sure when that
 happened, but I am not amused.
After the salon I'm going to try 
to buff the stains out of my foot shell. Since my prosthesis will be the
 focal point during my talks and work in the booth, it is important that
 it is as pristine as possible. Unfortunately, there is only so much 
magic Mr. Clean can be expected to perform. I'm afraid that the leather 
stains from last year's sandals are now a permanent fixture on the 
plastic foot. Another frustrating element of living with a prosthesis: 
it is almost impossible to clean! There are always a variety of stains 
on the foot and unsightly nicks in the socket.  
My evening will 
be spent cleaning the house in preparation for our house sitter. While 
my sister is looking forward to a mini vacation at my house, I'm not 
overly excited about the cleaning I need to do in advance of her 
arrival! I don't want her to step into my clutter and take off running 
for less chaotic surroundings. Who knows, maybe with all the Legos 
picked up, we'll be able to locate the snake!

 
 
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