Better Day

 I'm not going to lie, yesterday was rough. Hopefully today will be better.

Although it was a difficult day, it was an absolutely beautiful evening. Timmy, recognizing that I was upset, took it upon himself to prep the firepit. After it was lit he invited me to come outside to enjoy it because "even the worst days end better when you have a firepit."

He wasn't wrong. There was something soothing about just sitting next to the firepit and letting my mind unwind. I realized that I have been taking unprofessional exchanges personally. In reality, these interactions are simply a reflection of a different professional code of conduct which is probably regionally based.  The rules are supposed to be the same yet I often feel as if I am trying to learn an entirely different game. 

As this contract winds down with the school year I am starting to open myself up to new adventures. I am not sure what I am going to do next school year. The prospect of starting over feels overwhelming but I am reassured by the knowledge that I have already done it several times. 

Here's hoping that today is a better day. Wish me luck as I struggle to keep my face calm and my voice quiet.